just reach home after work i'm so tired man!!!

feeling abit tipsy!!!

didnt really drink alot but i'm just too tired over my jobs and everything...

finally my buddy has been discharge from the hospital hope that he will get well real soon and i miss the cheerful him....

went to hui hui wake ytd...

my buddy said wanna 3g to let him see her for the last time ...

so we 3g him to let him see . i feel so sad when i heard my buddy was crying all the way it hurts in me to see my close buddy to cry like this...

when i call him and try to consol him he was really crying painfully deep inside him ...

FUCKER u the driver u know who u are and i'm not gonna to mention UR BIG NAME here!!

i'll curse you for my whole life and the KARMA will come to you one day for causing a young lady's death!!!

still so buay paiseh!!! still dare to go down her wake???

think ur skin is too damn THICK!!!

please admit that its ur fault and not to PENGWEI to defend urself saying that my buddy is speeding at that moment!!!

i used to be jeremy's pillion almost everytime in the past...

he is nt a speeder as u all think... he will take care of his pillion life!!!

u ASSHOLE outside understand???

REST IN PEACE [HUI HUI] 27.10.08

its all BULLSHIT!!!

Speculators!!!

all of you are not even at the accident scene when it happen and all of you are jus talkin wad you think inside there!!! all of you are jus spouting here and there being a POSER!!!

the truth is the car swaying to the left and to the right!!! den he start to go to the left and hit my BUDDY on the RIGHT!!! understand?? my BUDDY did not speed at all... he was just going at the speed bout 85 only... is this call speeding? i dun think so... more so ever for the news paper they are spouting NONSENSE coz they wanna gain more people to know and they will aga aga write nia... so jus dun belive on what they are writing..

when i visit him at the hospital my tears nearly come out... its very very sad to see ur close one layin on the hospital bed yet u can do nothin about it... people out there if u pass by and see my blog please read it clearly!!!

he had a very bad fall and injuries that he suffered!!! no one will ever understand how he feel... when talkin to him he can talk till wanna cry ... and even before i arrive he talk to his brothers and friends till he cried!!! can u all see how's the pain inside him?? can you all feel??? he is laying on the bed helplessly and he cant even go to huihui's funeral at all to send his last goodbye!!! cant u all feel something inside?

have you all ever see ur love one die infront of you??? NO!!!

how can a rider know what will happen next... of course the rider will try his very best on everything but sometimes things just AINT right!!! more so ever stop pointing fingers on my BUDDY straight without any evidense!!

To the driver who are driving that car:

if you never wanna speed or driving left and right things wont turn out this way!!! i dunno weather you are driving or playing or wad so ever!!! the truth is can i put it as that u are the main cause of the accident..?

Mr _ _e_ _n

i dun care you are who's friend or what so ever...

but please think and do thing RIGHT from the bottom of your heart... god in the sky above got EYES to see whats going ON!!! do you belive in KARMA??? meaning what goes around come around... i bet the KARMA will comes by someday...

my new look

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i just reach home from work..

its onli few hours i never see my boi and i start to miss him already...

my boi and i been msging each other the whole day disturbing each other..keke^^.

he just msg me tell me that he'll finish work early~ YEAH!!

dear meeting me later and he will reach home around 9pm.

see his friends going where den we go meet them...

knock off from salon and headed down to pub and work!! its super tired man... reach there about going to 9pm slack around and begin to work... the whole friday night was a boring one.. not much people also...

during work my boi call me and talk for awhile hehe :) chatted awhile and decided to go over his house after my work around 2am but plus here and there almost all the waitress was drunk!!! oh my goodness.. luckily i'm a little bit tipsy coz i control myself not to drink coz the next morning i got to work and i need to wake up very early....

finish work and i took a cab with wenni alwin & ah boy... alight wenni and alwin first den ah boy drop mi off at kim tian rd~ my boi house YEAH!!! lalala... finally i have reach coz i'm sOoOoOo tired already... reach already and my boi fetch me from his house downstairs... so sweet right?? waited for me the whole night ... BUT!!! he kena shock by my hair colour... haha... so ah lian meh??? oh my godness!!!

took a bath and we go OrH oRh lerhx...

dear boi wake me up 7am in the morning and give me a morning kiss :)

his kiss melts me *blushing* lalalala~ dun think that i dunno how to blush de ok? bleah^^ both of us get prepare and accompany dear boi to the bus-stop and he wave a cab for me to go home and we kiss goodbye~ on the way home dear boi and me was messaging each other teasing each other all along...

WOW!!! few more hours i got to go work already...

mood that i'm having now: Happy

life is just too stress for me to move on...i dun think i can hold on to it much more longer anymore..

they are giving me more and more stress...did my family ever think of or even ask am i doing fine with my job or my life? i have decided to move out of the house since whatever i do they wont appriciate at all...

let my GOOD MUMMY to take care of them!!!*fucking hell i'm really really very tired!!!

all i wan is more concern and understanding from all of u..

is it that i am asking from the family too much?

please tell me...

some where over the rainbow

love the way being with you

you bring sparkles into my life

when a ger meets a boi

patrick & benson

patrick<-- & -->> benson

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went home and my dear boi surprise me...

the gift that he bought me from thailand... hee hee^^ so sweet of him...

i love it alot... thank you dear^^

muacks

hellokitty clock

my thailand top

went to takashimaya to get my dear boi birthday present...

bought him a Armani Exchange t-shirt the design is nice worth the price too...

not so bad... walk around and i bought myself a top too hee hee~

called up my boi and said that i'm done..meet him at wisma and went up to the service centre to meet benson & patrick...walk here and there finally we took a bus down to chinatown to meet the rest of his friends.... we had a great time at party world by 3am we drink 2 bottles of martell already... oh my god!!! crazy us haha... after party world dear and i waved goodbye to his friends and we headed home...

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my crazy boi

my boi & miiee

more of the pics will be coming up soon....

time to go sleep lerhx.. night night

my dear boi acting being a emo kid!!!

he is always soo naughty trying to be funny to make me laugh...

meeting my dear boi and his friends at town later around 7plus...

my boi told me that all the ANG KONG SIAO will be there and he ask me dun scared!!!

oh my god... tattoo's wont bite isnt it? my boi so funny!!!

i will take lots of picture's and update soon...

my boi's birthday is today!!!!

i am getting more and more tired...

everyday my life seems to be just work and work and work...

i'm tired of all this things suddenly happen to me...

how long can i hang on to this? i am not sure for myself too...

i need to take a break from all of this...

my life sucks!!!

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my days in salon

me during work in da salon

**i miss eiiu dearly

**capture my heart and soul

time now is 5.30am in the morning...

just come back home from meeting marc.. ken.. li juan &

my dearest gerl "hong wenni"

went fetch the both girls from work and headed down to

[SABAI SABAI]

a thailand disco something look alike like NANA... had lots of fun over there... suddenly wenni ask if i wanna dance.. so i sae ok ON!! its been so long since i last dance man.. oh my god... so we went over to the other side it is playing TECHNO SONG!!

power right... haha we girls been enjoying through the night... but poor ken and marc doesnt wanna dance so they just rest inside ine car instead to wait for us.. i feel so bad... :( dance dance dance through the night... oh my~ me and wenni suddenly think of our past at

GRACEHEAVEN

when the lights is off in the dining room we will go upstairs play techno and dance through the living room... those were memories i really keep it deep inside my heart... miss the girls inside man... haix...

hong wenni("v") lin jing

*~taken the picture at SABAI SABAI~*

this few days is really damn tired to me...

been workin day and night jobs inorder to earn more money to hire a maid to take care of grandma but my FUCKINg mother just wanna chao jia with me for all those very small issue stuff... just because i forget to do one of the housework at home.. knn!!! my goodness... where got such a mom this this world man!!!

the worst thing is she sae::

don ever ask any FAVOUR from house.. damn it!!!

i work so hard she dun appericiate at all..

all she know is just leave me alone in s'pore and scold me and nag nag nag!!!

MUM~* cant you just spend more of your fucking time with your onli daughter???

why cant you just treat her better?

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tommorrow my dear boi is flying off to thailand coz of his work..

i'm gonna to miss him more and more... all i can is just bear with it for 3days and he will be back!!lalala~* my dear boi birthday is on this coming tuesday... he's going to celebrate his bdae at party world and all of his friends will be theree on that night!!! GOOSH!! stress!!

OH MY!!! i still havent made up my mind on what to buy for him...

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i dun wanna wake up from this sparkling lil story that eiuu given me...

i wann eiuu to capture my heart and soul keep it tight within eiiuu.............

being tagged by evelyn and the question are....

1.Do you have secrets?

ans:: yessh i do have alot secrets....

2. Would you fall in love with a younger boy than you?

ans:: yes i will... coz younger boy tends to treat her gf like a princess...

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

ans:: yes of course... its the most wonderful time that i have in boonlay sec..

4. wad would u do with a billion dollars?

ans:: buy a house and live alone there without any irritating person ard..

5. will u fall in love with your best friend?

ans:: yes! i did fall in love and being together with my best BUDDY...

6. which is more blessing, loving someone or being love by some one?

ans:: of course is being love by someone..

7. list FIVE favourite movies.

ans:: crazy!! i got alot to mention..

8. if the person you secretly like , what would you do?

ans:: seeing him happy i'm happy lerhx...

9. is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

ans:: yessh! my current boi giving mi sparkles all around my life with all the surprise..

10. do you have any regrets?

ans:: yes..i didnt manage to know what i wan in life...

11. how would you see yourself in 10 years time?

ans:: being a hairstylist and earning big big money...

12. who are currently the most important people to you?

ans:: mr nicholas & my grandparents..

13. what kind of person do you thinkthe person that tagged you is?

ans:: my darling and a lovely wifey of ah jian~

14. would you rather to be single and being rich or married but poor?

ans:: this is a very good question... I DUN KNOW.. lolx

15. what is your favourite colour?

ans:: black white & of course GREEN~*

16. would you give all in a relationship?

ans:: no.. in the end sufferd and being hurt deep inside is me~*

17. if you fall in love with two people simultaneously,who would you pick?

ans:: the one that will bring laughter into my life and feel secure being in the arms of his~

18. what is the top five countires on your to go list?

ans:: redang, thailand, tokyo, london, usa...

19. do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

ans:: relationship coz i'm scared of being alone...

20. list five ppl you have tagged?

ans:: bo lei.. i havent even tagged any one of them... LOLX!!

As the days goes by... eiuu are making mi falling into the love trap of yours... I'm having the special feeling that i have lost it long ago again... with eiiu around me i felt that i'm the special one... you bring sparkles back into my life just like little shining stars above.....

• i love the way you hug me
• love the way you hold on to me
• love the way you kiss me goodnight
• love the way you make me keep smiling nonstop

dear dear.... i just simply love the way u treated me you are really making me falling into the love trap of yours... OH MY!!! how can you do that to me arhx!!! its been few days since i last meet u ler... although we chat on the phone and sms alot everyday i still not enough...

*greedy me *

my darling boi ytd chat with me awhile on the phone ... i hint him on the bdae presents den he told me... deardear my bdae that night u dun bring my present gimmi ok? den i ask why lei... den he sae... you put at your room room den after we finish at party world we reach home liao i wanna play treasure hunt... omg!!!

cant imagine my DARLING BOI so cute.... dun see him whole body covered with tattoo's but he's kinda sweet de... and he even told me... deardear my bdae that night we wear couple colour's ok? hahax... so cute right my boi?? that's why i'm getting seriously falling into his love trap!!!!

** i dun wanna wake up from the sparkling lil story... capture my heart and soul keep it tight within you... when i'm beside you my heart tends get to pump faster...

("v")___my fatty boi___("v")

the past him when his hand without tattoo flowing out..

but i still love the present eiuu...

("v")__eiuu bring sparkles into my life jus like stars sparkling__("v")

in the sky above the both of us...

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me and ah keong my stupid cousin

@ my workin place
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he come down find me~~

*happy*

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GENTING HIGHLAND

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finally we made our way there!!!

and i get to eat my miss miss so much de A&W...

*wink

thanks to MR YUJI & MR DEREK...

had a great and tiring trip!!! really do enjoy it very much....